In me there seems to exist a weird paradox... Moments when I feel very alone on the inside... like moments when I've feel hurt, or perhaps rejected... moments where I'm upset... I want physical space. I don't want anyone near me. I just want to be alone to process without interruption...
Yet during these times of withdrawal, I also feel a deep disconnect within. It's as if truthfully, I really want to feel connected... especially on a deep intimate level... but for whatever reason I'm unable to connect.
I've been wanting space from people lately... Going as far as locking myself in my room... Yet simultaneously I long for feelings of oneness...
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