Thursday, March 5, 2015

Deadbeat

I am the total embodiment of the word...
It's something I absolutely loathe about myself...
I beat myself up about it...
I at times I wish I were indeed dead, that I didn't exist...
To be this useless burden, a total leech...
A deadbeat

Some of my darkest thoughts are related to this...
I totally fail at life...
To be an independent person who can stand on their own...
I'm an eternal child...

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