The Comedic Dance of Trying to Be Seemingly Opposite Things

 I want to be spontaneous, flexible, responsive, and adaptive towards my environment...

Yet, at the same time I also want to be focused, consistent, unwavering, and persistent in my pursuits...

Oh the madness these seemingly opposite things have caused my brain...

I want to be considerate and thoughtful of other people's needs, trying to help them meet those needs...

Yet, at the same time I wish to be self-ful, making sure to address and meet my own needs and desires...

The dance of trying to balance the two seems challenging, because each takes its own time and energy...

I want to be hardcore and steadfast... And at the same time I want to be light and playful...

And so on 

And so on

And so on...