Married to One's Identity or Consciousness...

For better or for worse... In sickness and in health... lol So often I feel like I'm a poor partner to myself... of accepting my patterns, my tendencies... "If only I were more like this, or like that! I'd be happier!" So much of what I do I believe to be harmful to others... and yet I stay true to course... For better or for worse... Probably more For Worse. lol... But then I also have moments where I think staying true really is of benefit... Perhaps my marriage to myself can't be perfect... it can't remain static or stable... Rather, it's full of "adventure".