It feels so good to find those things that manifest the feelings buried below the surface. It's as if there's this inner core whose energy can only be felt via medium. The medium tends to be art related. Finding ways to access the inner core feels so satisfying. Yet doing so has brought me so much inner guilt as well, not living up to expected responsibilities in the real world. This addiction has been a source of pain for both myself and others in my life.
I keep thinking if I keep digging, I'll find something... Hopefully whatever that something is, it's worth it...
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